Adaptation

Desert Door

I drew this image after seeing a photograph of an old ruin in the Egyptian desert. I plan to hopefully find that place sometimes and maybe photograph it. I really like doorways or windows. It always makes me think of spaces and the objects that separate them. In this case it was a door that separated that same space. and I like that you can walk through it or simply walk around it. When I see a door in the middle of nowhere I think of a purpose it possesses. If it is not separating two different spaces, then I assume that there is more meaning behind it, or that something might happen if I walked through it. Making it a mystifying place to stand in. (A portal)

Cat Wait

An old drawing on my bag that will soon be embroidered ... eeek

A chilli night

Phantoms at the Edge of my Bed

Just a draft coming through my window

sleepy-covers weighing down my bed

silly phantoms at the edges

hear voices in my head

let me breathe coz I cant tell you

I can't see it anymore

If I hear you calling on me

see me running for the door

Silly phantoms at the edges

of my bed and on the floor

If you force me to roll over

I can't see you anymore

sticky fingers on my pillows

poor zacky's there no more

there's a budgie dinosaur

and he is tapping at my door

Silly phantoms at the edges

of my bed and on the floor

If you force me to roll over

I can't see you anymore

Sleep paralysis

Last night I had multiple episodes of what I interpreted as sleep paralysis. When I was a kid I had a really scary one while sleeping on a couch in the living room. I felt like I was hovering over my body looking down at it. I can see my legs and arms but couldn't move them. There was a chill moving down my spine and my whole body and I was unable to move. I interpreted it as a form of outer body experience at the time. right now Im not sure but all I know is it was terrifying. I was trying to scream but couldn't. I tried to roll myself out of bed to wake myself up last night. I felt a strange presence of ghosts who were watching me and keeping me in a state of paralysis. I would eventually wake up and still be in the same room. Id go back to bed and have the same experience. this happened around 8 times last night. 

Feet

This image makes me think of age very quickly. It is of my grand fathers feet.

We colaborated

And using my fancy camera phone took a few impressive pictures 

Zack and Andrea

Me and My girlfriend Andrea Solow went to the park 

home (hōm)

noun

the place where a person (or family) lives; one's dwelling place; specif.,

the house, apartment, etc. where one lives or is living temporarily; living quarters

the region, city, state, etc. where one lives

the place where one was born or reared; one's own city, state, or country

a place thought of as home; specif.,

a place where one likes to be; restful or congenial place

the grave

the members of a family as a unit; a household and its affairs homes broken up by divorce 

an institution for the care of orphans, people who are old and helpless, etc.

the place that is the natural environment of an animal, plant, etc.

the place where something is or has been originated, developed, etc. 

this again

so I haven't shot the balloon image part yet. this is all constructed but I guess id like to take another look a the arraignment of balloons. this week ill be setting off a few hundred of these on my roof to photograph them but will be still holding them down with fish wire (don't want any birdies to die) I wonder how birds die from balloons. or whales?.

it seems excessive. they just balloons but I guess that makes sense.

Im excited to see them all in the sky. soon. any one wanna help out by the way???

I wish I can wake up one day and say that im not gonna participate in anything today. and just lay there. as a thing or an object. like a piece of furniture. occupying little space. not moving. and just being. no doing. like a paper weight

Remoteness

I needed a bed picture other than my snow on roof one coz i was applying to this competition. I hope i get something. Im not even sure what's in the money pot. I like the idea of furniture feeling human emotions. in this one is more of a lack of communication, remoteness and solitude. that beds pretty lonely.

sulk

I took this towards the end of me living in the dorm in 2007. It wasn't as much about sulking then leaving a whole experience behind. it was one of those images that i am not able to fit as part of anything but that moment. and talks about me being. simply exisiting in that moment...

old friends I never see

I believe this was taken around 2006. 

flags

Upon waking up one day, I found myself in my parents house bedroom. I have forgotten i got there. I left the house to look out side and the ground was covered with these colorful flags.. they seemed like something out of a  sci-fi movie. I took a video of the man holding strange machinery and walking around poking flags in the ground. (this image is incomplete and unedited) 

a lot of strange things happen in suburbia. 

educational birds

I dreamt of birds that live inside books. U pick one up from the library. and it will eat your words for you... 

window

this is my bedroom window in romania. Its my favorite place to spend when I visit my grandparents. they have this tiny room on their second floor next to the attic. very isolated but calm and i can spend hours reading or thinking. I always see myself as an old retired person spending time in that room. 

snow on roof

 Woke up one day and went on the roof for a cigarette. I found the roof filled with these spots on the ground... no idea how it happened 

My grandma's kitchen

My grand parents outdoor kitchen in Romania

my feelings

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heart_Break